March 4, 2017 Saturday Night 8 pm. Portland, Oregon
It has been almost a month since Joe left us to go and celebrate His walk with the Lord and be with Him!
I’m becoming a little more accustomed to him not being here, but it is still strange. I miss him holding my hand, even as I am aware that it is now God holding me. I know from experience that there is still more “letting go’ for me to do. But I’m not going to dwell on it. I will do it as it comes, day by day.
Right now, this 84 year old faces decisions I must make about where I am going to live, and what are my future goals. These questions I am constantly bringing before the Lord. Some of the answers are slowly filtering into my mind. I have six adult children, four married: so I have a council of 10 adults where I can bring my thoughts and ideas; my children can be encouraging and/or bluntly honest. I also will use a few of my trusted friends.
I will be sharing pieces of this thought process with you: some of you may remember when you’ve had the same questions and, for others, I hope this process may help you in your own future.
This journey is going to be challenging, sometimes exhausting, full of laughter and of tears. For that is life. But I do not think I will soon get to sit in that rocking chair I’ve dreamed of… but I MAY get to use my hammock in Brazil where I can stretch out and study, write and pray. It makes a fantastic temporary office!
Tomorrow I will share some quotes of Oswald Chambers from “My Utmost for His Highest” which show one of the basic foundations for my decisions.
Walk with me? This could get interesting.
Life is interesting - and can be challenging. Voni shares with you her experiences