Memories from the past: MAY 1987 My husband of 40 years is gone.
I am desperate! Without hope. I can barely think logically, as my thoughts whirl in circles.
My husband has been telling me in actions; now it is in clear words: he does not love me –
and he is GONE! This marriage of 40 years is DEAD, FINISHED, OVER.
How can I put my mind and thinking process together? I don’t even have words to pray, except for “HELP!”
“Psalms 23 is a spiritual antibiotic.” This is true, whatever the problem one is facing.
As I remember this lesson , I begin writing it down.
Copy out the words of Psalms 23 onto several pieces of paper. Put one of them on my nightstand, one of them on the mirror (or next to it) in the bathroom, one on the fridge, one in my wallet, one in my pocket.
Pick up paper and read verbally (this can be done quietly or LOUD – dependent upon me) all of Psalms 23, thinking about the words. That is all… just read it verbally. Not to study – just read.
Frequency of dosage: every 4 hours or as follows –
Early morn, before or when getting up
Noon – during meal
Supper – during meal
Before sleeping: I sit on the side of the bed while taking the dosage (so I won´t fall asleep.)
As with all antibiotics, when one starts feeling the results of medication, one wants to quit the medication. KEEP ON WITH THE DOSAGE FULL 30 DAYS.
When you start to feel better, do not stop dosage!
If you miss a dose, pick up on the routine at next time due.
Patient can repeat this antibiotic as needed.
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I take the anti-biotic. In about two weeks I feel better: still in sorrow and anguish, but beginning to think more clearly and have more clear-cut goals.
I think about stopping the dosage, but keep on. Good thing that I did!
By the end of the 30 days, God’s words in Psalms 23 become part of my daily life. They pass from my brain to my heart, soul and spirit; then they start changing me.
My primary focus is now upon my God and Lord; not upon my husband.
That sheep Jesus is carrying – is me!
This was in 1987. It is now 2015.
I´ve used this antibiotic many times in these intervening years. Each time, it changes my life, brings new understanding, always brings more spiritual health, which also affects the health of the physical body.
TRY IT FOR YOURSELF
And let me know the results.
– with love,